Topic: Christmas is Over
I'm so relieved that Christmas is over with. It seems that we all rush around to buy presents and forget what the true meaning of Christmas is. I'm sure that more than half of the children in this country have no idea what Christmas truly is...ask them and they say Santa Claus. I'm just as guilty as anyone. Christmas is a wonderful time of year but with all the hustling around and fighting crowds it gets so aggravating. I did get to spend time with my family and enjoyed all of us being together and sharing our stories. Our Christmas wasn't the same without my dad. I still smiled and tried to be happy for my kids, but my heart really ached. I know that this was just the first of many holiday's that I'll have to spend without him & as time goes on it will get easier, but it doesn't mean I won't miss him any less. This Christmas I gave my mamaw, sis, aunt & uncle a video of my dad, something that they can watch to remember him. I didn't want to make any of them cry, I simply wanted something to memorialize my dad. To any of you reading this I put a lot of thought and time into this until I was happy with the finished product. My kids cried when they watched it, and they missed Papaw this year, but of course like kids often do they get excited over all the presents and food they forget about other things, which is good they didn't need to be sad with us adults. I hope everyone else had a wonderful Christmas. I'll be gearing up for New Year's next!
Jennifer
Posted by memorialofmarty
at 2:03 AM EST